September 16, 2013
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People used to say that if you have changed, you don’t need to convince the others, just do it from your act.
Now from experience, I think it’s wrong, if you have changed, to be a better man, of course you want everybody to know, to share the joy of yours, a newly born man again.
But then, the problem is that you are too tired, people never seem to believe that you have changed, and even if you show it in your act (At least that’s what I feel), they are still very skeptical.
It’s more like playing a game, the player believed to be the better one must always win his game and nobody is surprised, if the player that people believed to be not so good wins, everybody is amazed.
People rarely would judge by the game itself, but just relying on how that player have been doing.
I am just a bit too tired, maybe somehow let it be, let it be. My friends, even though we might not have spoken or talking ever since, I still hope for your well-being. Be well.
