December 28, 2011

  • 1.From observation, I conclude that all peculiar, eccentric behaviour are stemmed from either desire, fear, or both.

    2.Rawl's original position seems to have a greater effect upon me than I have ever thought of. It gave me some thoughts on the equality of men, and in turn life's worth as immovable assertion, also the communication between different people.

    3.Really, the reflection upon myself started with the break-up. I started to understand the roots of myself more than I have ever did, being merely governed by emotions. I started also not to attach too much emotions on the matter, and seeing no necessary gratitude nor hate with the break-up of relationship, and things that the break-up has taught me.

    4.It's a good thing to have emotions, but the strong ones do not always put them on their faces. Easy emotions reactions are signs of weakness.

    5. Went back to school and met the debate team old boys. Makes me feel that debate is no longer a monster. Suppose the problem with debate is the set sides and also marking system, whatever side you are on whatever you speak. 

    Somehow a better way of doing a debate is to have a symposium, let others freely exchange ideas, without the use of puns and set phrases like they are the reasons per se. I do feel increasingly confident in speaking when I am in my mood, freely sharing and exchanging ideas. 

    Still, not quite used to just chatter in a large group of people and not quite knowing the placement of yours. 'd rather to be in a few to make discussion works, where noises disrupt.

    6. Today's ex birthday, although she's not with me, I am consolidated by the fact that at least she is happier than before, which is quite enough. Don't always need to have a thing in order to be happy about it.

    7. Looking forward, hmm, let's set a list here again

    1)Books
    2)Hon Project
    3)A bit of part-time chess training
    4)Debate Training a bit
    5)MUN a bit
    6)German@Goethe
     
    7)Study