其實將來是不是這樣,說不上,但這刻以過往的經驗,卻覺她說得不對。就算她的確能看得穿我,失戀以後幾年一直也在接受她的心理輔導,也不一定就代表我得同意她。也許是對的,但根據Theory of Inception,如果別人的話無法Induce在我腦裡一個Self-Generated Concept,那也是無用的。
然後又想回前幾星期想過自己過去的經歷影響自己取向的說法。其實反省是有點麻煩,一來是李小龍的"I don't fear a man who practiced one thousand kicks one time,but one kick one thousand times,但二來善思考的人也不應執著放不下。後來我覺得看這事也能有後設定義:只要你理性上了解,潛意識就應該會自己知道反省的分寸,也只能相信潛意識。
對的,難受來讓她著緊是當時自己幼稚的想法,但這也只是三分一。就算現在我也堅持這樣做。喝酒喝太多會太醉,如The Dark Knight希夫烈加所說一樣不能先從頭打,否則會暈沒有感覺。喝酒也需剛好讓理性和感性一半半,而且一個月才兩三瓶350ml的酒,咖啡也差不多這數,這不算沒有節制。穿破爛是一種行為上表現的浪漫,但是旁人不明白我的執著。其實一個人拿著酒瓶躺碼頭,穿著破爛地細讀往事不知多浪漫。
Tough loss in the interschool, hope you didn't take it too hard. If you are thinking of quitting, I would advise against it. Your team has grown strongly over the past year, and though you are losing several players, the main core of your team will remain. Remember that both South Island and KGV
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