September 7, 2012

  • There are all the reasons to be cautious about the so called National Education. It is because it concerns our future generation, therefore it is important to make sure the thing is clear and unambiguous when it is out. When in doubt, just hold and wait, it’s that simple.

    All talks are quite useless, if you insist on pushing the thing before it’s cleared a check, there’s no talk. All are just PR.

    It’s the fiction and movies, soaps that draw us to idiosyncracies of men. Complete normal looking good people can have all the secrets that you don’t know. A nice man turns out to be obsessive self-pitying and therefore control freak. Ugly man turns out to be nice and gentle. Things you can think of, things you cannot think of.

    Sort of like a Clockwork Orange. Like I remembered myself discovering myself after the others discovered me, like break-up after a relationship, near-death experience, fights with family members. It’s after you get close to the others that you know they are like you, but just being weird, to the question of what is their obsession is another thing.

    Lately I have also the feeling of artificial stuffs, like hating those things that are not natural, counter to common sense. Like a perfect game, perfect essay, maybe Ikea nesting combinations, good looking and stuff, perfectness, national education. All that is artificial is not quite art, whatever that is not art is basically shit. Quite explains the post-modern terms’ ambiguous stance, that almost all post-modern stuffs are shit.

    Why not we always have to be in control, let the circumstances, let the things around you ending owning you? Maybe just let loose, let go all hope, then you will know no normative stuffs, won’t always be so normative but just positive, scientific, like what they say in economics.

    Always in your comfort zone you will never grow, everyday you break yourself, everynight you are a new man again.